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Name: markus
Metro: San Diego
Gender: Male


Expertise: ... being irrational; a procrastinator; somewhat annoying, but interesting; complicated.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Medical


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AIM: guynextshore


Member Since: 5/6/2003

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Monday, October 17, 2005

Currently Listening
Give Up
By The Postal Service
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- This place is a prison

Dear who may it concerns,

My stomach hurts-It's probably from the orange juice & milk i had last night. My dead grandmother always said if I drank orange juice & milk at the same time, they will do battle in my stomach similar to the spaniards and filipinos. I thought she was crazy & never really payed attention to whatever she said. 10 year olds weren't suppose to care. Regret isn't the right word, but it's one one that came to mind

Or maybe it's from skipping breakfast because I slept late  - since my mom's friend's kid was over and I had to babysit him. Annoying little spoiled shits really and I don't mean to be mean, but he was. Not sure why his mother let him have his way. When did society justify that having ADD or any other type of mental disorder allows toleration of stupidity. He wants a toy, she runs and acquires - he wants to ditch, she approves. - he's hungry, she'd adjust her shirt. Fourteen years already & still the mind and personality of a 2 yr old. Pity isn't the right word, but it's the first one that came to mind.

I've always said I liked the rain - but I think it's another one of my lies. I hate the gloomy atomosphere; I'm terrified of the thunder and lightning; and the wind frosting my tears and saliva hurts too much  A trip to the shore & I realize I fcuking hate the rain. I hate it when I'm alone.

ja. markus.


Sunday, September 18, 2005

Currently Listening
Everything in Transit
By Jack's Mannequin
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we call this sunday afternoons

kill me the messenger
from writing the letter,
the stamps,
this postcard
& return it to sender

She's too good for me
She's too good for me

What's it to you
It's only my voice
replaced by ink
& typewriting paper

What's it to me
just another way to
say
I HATE YOU
I LOVE YOU
I'll write you
a song-
another song
of how you killed me

if you
just take me away
from this...

markus


Monday, September 05, 2005

Currently Reading
Choke
By Chuck Palahniuk
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Ms. Katherine,

This one is for you.

                                             I think TOMis gay.

No, not as in the derogatorily homosexual orientation ‘gay’… but as in the definitive ‘stupid / incredible idiotic’ type of ‘gay’ in which one would probe, painfully a baseball bat into the fellow’s anus while a ferret eats his face off– and I’m not speaking about the small end of the bat & that ferret has incredibly sharp teeth.

And no, this isn’t that annoyingly next-door neighbor peeping-Tom nor that tom in biology class that the lonely high school girl platitudinally crushes on but only falters to obsession, denial, and then hatred – or even worst, suicide.

No, not even close.

TOM from myspace.com

-This FCUKER needs to die, painfully – perhaps from the man eating flesh virus or the plague.

 

 

Why? -because he had the nerve to delete Ms. Katherine’s my amazingly, beautiful friend’s account. And the fact he has a million & some friends & never replies – whore.

 

 

 

You’re going down TOM…

 

 

Ms. Katherine’s account R.I.P.

www.myspace.com/cinematic_romance

 

miss you already.

 

Excuse me,

If you were offended by my sudden outburst… but it was a must & that goes for annoy one else that was wrongfully deleted.

 

Due to my fall term classes.

 

Anatomy/ Physiology 2a & lab

Japanese 2

American Sign Language 3

Class Piano 10

Social Dance 32.

 

Most of my time is spent with obligated reading & studying. :/

& for those curious – social dance [swing, cha cha, waltz, tango, etc] are for sophistication purposes.

Btw Katherine my class is in riverside, pretty far from LA. Sorry.

 

Have a stupendous Labor day everyone.

I’ll post pictures of the lake… some other time.

Ja nex3


Tuesday, August 16, 2005

Currently Listening
Garyuu
By Miyavi

Yume wa yume no mama, dakara yume nan da yo. nante sabishii koto iu na yo.

yume miru no ga tada nara kanaeru no mo tada desho.

kyou mo beddo de | imetore shiyou.

isshou ame ni nureru koto no nai hito nanteiru no ka na.

douse itsuka wa nurerun dattara,

zubu nure ni natte shanpu demo shiyo-ka.

"ashita tenki ni naare"

-miyavi.

Someone, please save me from this constant drawing addiction I’ve come to succumb myself into. Not that I don’t appreciate the compliments && praise or the skills gain from such a venture, but seriously, I need a new approach, a new catalyst to avenge summers end…it’s time for a xanga blog…

MY LOADED PENCIL IS KILLING ME… && so is ms. mattie’s grinnn..


Ms. Jeeness

Ms.Maggie

Ms. Joana

Ms. Mattie

Ms. ALI

Alright, perhaps you’ve been wondering what has become of me for the last 5 or 6 months of m.i.a. or perhaps not – either way I’m telling you regardless. Honestly, during that duration I have been diagnosed with the most lethal && fatal syndrome know to humanity –love/lust. [for that case only though] It took a day && a half druve to tEXAS!!!, several hundred dollars && some cents, && the backseat of a b.m.w to realize that I was blind && will be alone for quite some time…

Forth worth… I won’t miss you that much. – you killed me… you did… you monster… blehhhh.

*** weekend***


You're going righhhtttt??-you'll see me.... &&&& these fine gentlemen.

Daphne Loves Derby

Sherwood
This Providence
Number One Gun
Patch Work Medic
$10/$12
buy ticketssss. NOW
7:00pm

 

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the epicentre-

8450 Mira Mesa Blvd, San Diego CA. 92126

lata<3.


Friday, August 12, 2005

Bageezusss.. It's been foreveRrrr.

Yes, I do know I've been making false promises of updating regularly again... O_o. But it's been a rather lonely summerrr - && i think i need to reflect once again. bearr with me. I'm back.

I'll be working on this soon - thank you for the lovely commentssss i'll make it up to you -promise.

for now... if you haven't already - check out the overrated myspace account && be my frienddd.

click click CLICKKKK here. kudasai.

ja mata. <3

Currently Reading
The Rule of Four
By Ian Caldwell, Dustin Thomason



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